My (non-existent) relationship with drugs (By Yana)

I’ve never done any drugs. Ever.

That’s because when I was growing up in Russia, drugs were not at all common and usually people who did them were hard-core criminals and ex-cons (as in killers,robbers,rapists-seriously bad people,outcasts of the society).

Doing drugs was not considered “hip” or “cool”. On the contrary, it would make one extremely undesirable acquaintance due to the reason above.
Drugs (of any kind) were not easy to get, either. One would have to deal with those criminal types in order to obtain them and most people just didn’t have associations like that and wouldn’t know how to go about getting introduced to one.

Drugs and their use carried a stigma-a very bad one. I remember when I was at the Uni rumours started about one of the girls: people were saying she might be using drugs. I honestly don’t know whether she did or didn’t, but she rapidly became very UN-popular, as no one wanted to be associated with her.

People stopped inviting her to their parties and didn’t want to go over her house,either.
Drug use,possession and distribution was a very serious offense with grave consequences. There was no leniency for those caught.
Consider this as a comparison: being caught in a sexual act with the same-sex person was a felony offense punishable by jail term in Russia back then, so you can only imagine how drug use/possession was viewed.

There was no leniency for those prosecuted and, as Russia didn’t have the jury system back then (the case was heard by the Court Judge and he/she was the only person to weight the evidence, determine whether or not the person was guilty AND decide on the appropriate punishment/length of sentencing), Judges dispensed lengthy sentencing periods in the hardest of jails.

Hell, back then smoking (regular cigarettes) was a big deal for a woman, especially a young woman. I never had any desire to start smoking, but I remember standing guard at the door of one of the empty lecture halls at the Uni while a group of my girlfriends smoked inside by the open window…LOL..

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Sex Business Blog: Yana (Courtesan’s Diary)

Sex business: it is like any other business, yet it’s not

 I often see replies on various industry forums (mostly by clients)  about professionalism in sex industry, pointing out that it’s “just like any other business”.

It IS in a sense that it should be well-organised, scheduled, structured and managed, but at the same time it ISN’T because we provide very intimate, personal service that goes far beyond any other business could possibly provide.
Due to the nature of our business, we have to be able to withstand very close scrutiny of our looks and physique, for starters. I’ve seen reviews on the forums where punters comments were “her stomach was 99% flat”… “very average looks”… not to mention the infamous “gape factor”. And I’m only listing very mild, almost kind comments here. Sometimes it gets pretty crude.
Can you imagine walking into the bank and making a face at the teller, saying “You are nothing like your bank’s commercials on TV. You are much older and fatter. I want the hot chick from commercial to serve me”…
Or walking into Travel Centre and saying “I saw hot blond travel agent on TV eating a bug and surfing the waves in her uniform. I want you to eat a bug! And then I want you to pour water all over yourself so I ca see your boobies through your uniform. What do you mean you can’t??! It’s false advertising!”..

Yes, in any other business there rude customers, but personal attacks are not tolerated these days and there are options: badly behaved client could be asked to leave or (in case of a restaurant) a waitress could simply ask other staff member (preferably big burly guy) to serve him.

In sex industry we must deal with clients (nice AND rude) head-on.
I am not for a minute advocating photo shopped pictures or any kind of misrepresentation by WGs in their ads, so if you were getting ready for a rant, please read this post to the very end.
I simply am saying that we have to put up with a lot more personal attacks, scrutiny and unkind comments from our clientele than any other business professionals.

This line of work is not for the faint of heart or those who have poor self-esteem or low self-differentiation.
It’s easy to say “Oh, don’t take it personal”, but it is much harder to do.
I am sure every and each one of you (clients and WGs alike) had someone make a comment that really hurt and stuck with you for a long time.

We are only humans and it is human nature to take things personally.

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I cum through penetration.

Given that I have had a series of less than ‘happy’ posts I want to reassure you that my love for sex (and for life) is still VERY much alive and well. An essential part of being a (good) escort.

I am an unusual sort and I have discovered this only in my time in the sex industry.

I have many fantasies (where you grab my hair from behind, where you hold me down from on top and enter your full manhood into me, slowly at first, quickening before I feel your throbbing orgasm – preferably at the same time as mine but this is not essential) and  I have many other fantasies. The truth is, I will probably have to play with myself until orgasm through most of them. Even though the idea of you going down there and drawing the alphabet with your tongue on my clitoris REALLY turns me on – I am afraid it’s just not possible!

You see, I am one of a kind. I was told once it is because my clitoris is  so little, with the nerve endings similar to most other larger clitorises – making me extra sensitive. But the truth is, if you prod my clitoris – it will hurt. Like Fuck! Getting to know how I work and what turns me on, takes some bossiness on my part and some agreeance on your part. I know what I like (do believe me when I say I have spent some time working it out) and if you want to please me – you best know how to take some instruction!!

I wonder sometimes if my first orgasm ruined my chances of normal clitoral stimulation – simply rubbing myself against the arm of the couch (hehehe) but I think we have gone beyond that point now. However this poses me with a new problem.

Clients stop me now mid-orgasm during sex (to which I genuinely orgasm providing the right size and angle) and accuse me of faking?! Let me assure you kind sir that if I am orgasming, it is not fake (and maybe you should spend more time concentrating on how it feels when I do) NOR do I appreciate you stopping me half-way through and whinging to me about it!!!!

I am one out of the box. I enjoy penetration as much if not more than other stimulation and I am a giver. I am yet to reach orgasm while giving head, through some kind of miracle – as I throb especially hard during this time – but I know I will one day and god help whoever this happens to – they will get the Petra Foxing of their lives!

So there.

If you book me, do expect me to boss you around, expect me to know what I want and expect the sexing of your lifetime as I learn how to use you as the pleasure tool I so desperately need and you so desperately want to be.

Petra Fox


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